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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
20:20

Haha, i do, its been a long time i went to chinese tuition..

Due to the fact i have been involuntarily locked out of the computer for this period of time, untill junes are over or my key to my computer returns to me, my posts will be very scarce and brief (handphone blogging) but will contain simplified Shawn's daily thanks awards section.

We plan to launch a new Operation, a partnership where a blogsite will be shared among a small team at first, main purpose to act as an official newspaper blogsite for st. Andrews.

I tried to ask ms jane about the suggestion but she seemed busy. =/

Still under consideration, proposed site name will be The SAS Times.

Show your support if you support.=)

Shawn daily thanks award-
God yea as usual.

Shinmei- missed one day a day ago so this is her first consecutive. =/

Kuen- forth consecutive. One more day, sis!XD
Thats all.see you people!

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Monday, February 18, 2008
19:24

Well, today had been a great day.

I can't edit much words, since i'm using the phone to blog this. =)

Above, is a scene from mr tan's chemistry tuition, lovely environment but horribly infested with mosquitoes outside. Try not to go out if unnecessary.

I can't say much, i'll edit more and so on once i get my hands on a computer.

Today, many people wished me a happy birthday, but surprisingly only ben din wish me. I suppose he thought it was funny, but then again today's my 16th birthday, and i think he picked a bad day to joke on. Its lost, the moment, for eternity. =/ sigh.

Shu called me up, regardless of my dislike of being woken up while sleeping, i had a great talk to her and really appreciate it.

Only Kuen gave me a present, no one else did, and Kuen's present (i'd bet) din cost a cent, directly, but it was super sweet and it radiated with such... Thoughtfullness. She was great, shu hugged me, bel hugged me ( or rather i hugged bel) i hugged michelle too, and Fah and Kuen. Kuen gave me the nicest hug. Thanks <3 ^-^

Today's Shawn's Daily Thanks Awards go to:

God, as usual, for allowing me to reach the age of sixteen before taking me back.　

Bel,for spending lunch with me.
(Third consecutive award.)

Kuen, for the wonderful words and gift.
(Second consecutive award)

Shu, for her thoughtfullness.
(First award)

And Shinmei, for being thoughtfull enough to prepare a gift for me.
(Third consecutive award)

I'll edit it properly next time. Thanks guys! Night!

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Sunday, February 17, 2008
17:55

It has been 17 days since the last butterfly effect.

I must say things are going well..

Operation Codenamed : x-III is still underway. Designs are now out for view. Visit 5S1's Shawn for more details. A new operation has been executed, Operation Codenamed: FTS. In about 1 month or so, the results of this operation will be posted up on blogspot.
-News : I have just realized I can blog directly from my phone. A built in phone function, I am blessed for buying a Sony Ericsson phone due to its Blogger.com blog it! function. It has been tested and it works fine. Even when uploading pictures directly. Has yet to be tested with music.

I'll be an estimated age of 16years 0 months 0 days tomorrow, at about 10 - 11 pm.
I hope there'll be a number of people hitting the SDTA's tomorrow.

- now its blogging time -

Happy birthday to .. Esther, if i remember correctly she told me her birthday's on the 17th of February (year in which i am still doubtfull) and Michelle Chen who also turns.. 16.. or 17.. today.. Blur much.

For those of you with diaries and organizers, jot these down now! Hurry!

Last night i slept while messaging Weikuen.
Funnily, yes. Just 2 messages, however. I woke up at the sound of a 17kHz ringtone, a pitch most adults cannot hear but seem to piss some teenagers off. I dreamt of ShinMei, i think. She was turning into some sort of nightmare but i cannot remember. It was horrible and ugly. Or was it a normal dream with a normal ShinMei? =\ i cant remember, but horrid and ugly either way. =)

Ironically, guess what?
I woke up and in front of my face was a .............. Yeap thats right! You guessed right Ben. A year 2002 Math D paper 1.

Any of you who wishes to try it, by all means go ahead. Its a fine killer paper with very enjoyable and high-class death paths.

Yesterday.. OH RIGHT YESTERDAY!

Maybel's open house.
It was lovely, typical Maybelling style Open House Celebration Party type.
Maybel was looking very hot, with tight fit outfits and long black.. pants.. thingy.. her body really shines and makes ben look like a plank (even with his potruding boobs.)

Kuen looked great too, Green long shirt and shorts. Ben looked fine in tight fit, regardless of what Choo said.

Choo, looked quite.. yea.
A very horrid match of clothes. He should have worn semi-formal like me, he looks more nicer that way.

Shen looked like a typical Shen. With his Shennie face and Shennie clothes and Shennie words, Yes, he's a typical Shennie Shen.

Hao.. hmm.. okay la.
Oh yea Elena! Lovely brown skirt. i mean dress. or Wahtever its meant to be.
She looks half nude but i think it covered enough body to look European.

It was a fine night before going home. Walking in the rain with Kuen.. Talking, forcing her to get back inside..

Then i left for home.
That night, some one stared at me with eyes that looked as if they were filled with love. Drunk, i dont know, but i have never seen eyes look at me that way before.

The memory just wont fade away. I can't say who. But she will know who, the girl who looked into my eyes. She changes the subject whenever i talk about it. =/

If there was something i didn't know...

Shawn's Daily Thanks Awards

I give thanks to:

God (For a great time in Maybel's house)
[Unfair to allow God to take part in the Award's section.]

Shinmei (For telling me a secret. Or letting me know she'll tell me soon.)
[count number : 2nd consecutive award]

Bel (Great night!!! Loved it. Thanks for the company and love.)
[count number : 2nd consecutive award]

Kuen (For the company and love too. =) and one other reason. Honestly, that made my night.)
[count number : 1st consecutive award]

Night's ppl.

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Friday, February 15, 2008
15:53

"Teach me how to fly, let me fly with you to the moon."

"Indeed, my love. Let's soar the night skies together, on wings of feather."

"I must need time to learn.. Will you wait for me?"

"To the ends of time."

-dedicated to Her.-

Its been a few days since i've posted something..

Haha, lets get straight to the point.

Valentine's day was a real bomb!! Everything went perfectly (less one double period with Ms. Ong and where she got abit upset with me cause i was talking in class) and i couldn't have wished for a better v-day. Well, i could, but fairy tales and fantasies are one whole different thing altogether.

It's been 15 days since i had confirmed my feelings for her. I really hope she liked the flowers, and God permits, I may, some day, win fair lady's heart and ride her off into my Empire and away from the forests, on my noble steed, the black stallion, Shadowclaw Padfoot. My feelings grow stronger for her ever passing day with about an estimate of 0.001284% of neurotical electric charges linked directly with emotions with every beat of the heart.

Warning:

To those who know what others not, I forbid you to quote me, lest should I permit directly or personally assault your most apologetic posteriors with extravagant force with equal magnitude to that which is required to enable intended target to enter orbit for a brief period of 47.5 milliseconds before a descent on Earth's natural satellite will ensue.

Direct translation to English:

If you know something no one's supposed to know about me, don't tell anyone unless i give you permission to or i'll kick your sorry arse so hard you'd kiss the moon.

In fact, a good friend of mine kicked off personal records for giving the most extraordinary set of presents during V-day. To a girl he knows he has barely any chance with.

If you're reading, I applaud you for such determination, patience (it must have been what, 2 to 3 years?) and your ability to stand tall in front of such a discouraging situation.

Courage, friend. Some day Fate will bring her hand in your direction. Your courage and determination definitely will reap a reward that has long awaited you.

For me.. Sigh..

No doubt the last time i've officially confessed to her was 6 years ago, but this time maybe things will change. But I certainly will be punished for such impatience and contamination of the Butterfly Disease.

I'm determined to be cured from it. 15 days and counting. Lets watch.

My feelings for her crushes my heart every now and then.

Flowers for you, my love. Pink is for passion. I have great pink for you.

Shawn's Daily Thanks Awards

I give thanks to:

God (for planning a great turnout for me)
[Unfair to allow God to take part in the Award's section.]

Shinmei (she has been greatly friendly and appreciative)
[count number : 1st consecutive award]

Fah (her help has been inevitable)
[count number : 1st consecutive award]

Bel (gives great hugs! XD)
[count number : 1st consecutive award]

Haha.. Have a nice weekend. Maybe i'll see you tomorrow. Hit the Daily Thanks Award 5times in a row (every post to have 1 award) and i'll think up a present to get you! =D I'm bored so might as well make his/her day of whom made mine. =)

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Sunday, February 10, 2008
15:57

This year is a special you know why?

Because this year...

Is the 2008th year after the death of Christ.

There'll never be another 2008 A.D. till the end of eternity.

So celebrate this, friends.

I was cleaning out my house's cupboards and pulled out a few recent pictures taken while having a family portrait being done.

I like them alot because the theme was BLACK we all know Shawn loves black.

XD

This is of me and my brother.

I appreciate my brother because:

He's my only brother.

He was my role model when i was little.

He bought me my PSP.

He bought me my MP3 player.

He bought some nice clothes for my PSP

He left behind his silver sunglasses in which I claimed for my own. He doesn't know this.

I dwell now in his former bedroom, he's left behind a little mess for me to clean up.

Before my PDA phone and Sony Ericsson s500i, I've been using his phones.

He left out a path for me to follow.

June's.

Hey you know you should start appreciating your families too.

I mean, they'll always be there for you, more likely than even your closest friends (sad to say).

They do whats best for you even if it means making you hate them in the end. Now that's true sacrifice. They sacrifice your love for them so that your life is in a better condition when they leave.

Think of all the money your parents spent on you - include school fees from kindergarden, passport fees, food bills even housing and clothes and little expenses like going out, handphone bills, etc.

Nothing you own belongs to you now. Everything was given to you by them, or someone else 1% of the time.

At least respect them for they actions or the words they use on you. You owe them almost everything anyway.

Stop fighting with your parents. I've met many who do.
I myself am working on it. =D

Your friends.. they come in second to your family. Remember this. Its hard to accept but has to be accepted.

Thanks to:
Wenyie! She talked to me online. XD
Kuen, she actually msged me in the morning.

Nights then.

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Monday, February 4, 2008
21:47

I can’t blog much for today..

Except for a very interesting bio lesson.. =D

You should have been there. Jane was acting like a pig, attempting to do tricks with some gum I gave her but ended up making f-orrible kissing sounds in mid air looking like a demented gold fish.

Here’s her doing her least gruesome act of sticking her gum-covered tongue out at where Ms. Lorene would sit. (She was in the kitchen, of course.)

She gave us.. SPAGHETTI!!!

WE ALLL LOVE MS LORENNEE!!! >..

It was great tasting too!

Lol I like my bio teacher. Don’t we Jane?

=)

Well, of to bed I go, but not before I post my thanks for today.

Unfortunately Hazel didn’t make it today, she was in a pretty foul mood so she didn’t get the 5^th consecutive Shawn’s Daily Thanks Award. =(

Ms. Lorene Anne Fung! (or Foong?) She tops this list for today (possibly for the week)

Kuen – for letting me bully her.
Jane - AHAHAHAA
Wendy Ng – a fine lab partner who was slightly emo.

Moses – He’s gawd damned fun to talk to lol. And the Hair-Flirting joke (will not be mentioned to protect the life of Shawn, Moses and Josias.)

Ms. Jane – had a great chat with her after school about the Golden Jubilee and her new Principal post.

My bed.

Goodnight!

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Sunday, February 3, 2008
21:26

I found a song by VAH that portraits my feelings and hardships regarding the upcoming june and the fact of leaving the safe-guarded walls of SAS and out into the real world.

Its a feeling of excitement, fear and eagerness to finally take a first step into what SAS has been preparing you for, for over 12years, since kindergarden up to now secondary 5.
The entrance of life, higher education and universities.

This song relates to my feelings of

Eagerness
Independance
The thought of putting past pains behind me
And my dream of piloting =)

While waiting for the song to load, lets debate on my views and ben's regarding VAH.

For some reason, I know some people don't like Vanessa Anne Hudgens but i have to admit, there's nothing i can find wrong about her. Her voice is fine, and her songs are pretty unique.

Whats more, her songs are pretty dedicated to thoughts and feelings, which aren't too different from us as teenagers, she's been at our places not too long ago too.

So i think she's fine.

Funnily enough we find ppl who hate her. And she doesn't even know us. XD Gee, don't go around hating ppl. Its useless, meaningless, and pointless.

REally.

Lyrics
What you think about this?
I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so

Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss

Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[Chorus]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head
Telling me come on, come on, move on
There's a voice in my head
Telling me I know my right from wrong

They say what doesn't kill you can
Make you strong
Now I know what it means
You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams

I'll be making mistakes
Comin up at a loss
I'll be tumbling down
But Like MC shake it off
I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss :
Me, myself, and I

[Chorus]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will)
I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will)

So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly
and the time has come and gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[Chorus X2]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

So, that’s the song. =) I like it a lot.

I’d like to thank Hazel for indirectly introducing the Imeem for the music player. XD (hmm, 4^th time! Lets see one last one..)

No one else to thank for today. It was a lonely day…

Oh!

Wei kuen. She actually messaged me XD first time, kuen. I must buy 4d!

Nights!!

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Saturday, February 2, 2008
21:30

Great evening; technically tonight's the last night of this week.

We indeed had a fine day today at school. We hit the start of today well enough, Ms. Ong had the pleasure of blast-starting our day with another truck load of her drilling stares and never ending stream of mathematical exercises.

But she did leave the classroom in a better mood than when she first came in.

After school (I felt kinda bored so I swept the whole of our corridor outside our class 5s1 including some parts of our class, then moving on to 5s2 corridor and their class just for the heck of it) me, chuchu, jane and jiajia left for Tamu Selera, which was enroute to PoA tuition.

We took rest at the small trading village for some lunch before moving on to cross the raging rivers with great car-like fishes. It was dangerous and the two girls could just not STOP gossiping about anything or everything they saw or remembered.

To top it off they filled in the empty pauses with laughter (well Jane did most of it) and JiaJia just stood next to her grinning, looking fatter than ever. =DD (I hope she reads this)

PoA tuition was a fine tuition but sleepier than usual. For some reason Jia’s foot and my feet would always find each other under the table and she would keep showing me a very fustrated but screwed up face. I think its because my legs are long and I like to keep them stretched. So I should sit facing Chu next time.

Speaking of Chu, he had attempted to molest me using his feet the same way as described as above, except for the fact he moves much higher up the leg than allowed.

Feelings random. "Wanna piece of me, boy?" Krrk.

Malay tuition doesn’t feel the same without ShinMei.

She’d usually sit next to me and we’d both argue over anything we could disagree on and she’d usually push me relentlessly as I cross my elbow over to her boundaries.

Then we’d compare marks and if I beat her she’d tell me why I beat her, not because I deserved it but because the teacher kasian-ed me.

If she beat me she wouldn’t let it down.

I had a pretty interesting day, and some people I’d like to show great appreciation to for their sheer company and friendship are:

Hazel (She’s making it like 3 times in a row. 0.o If she gets 5 in a row maybe I’ll get her a present. XD)

Moses – great singing! We should do that again.

Ben and his I like to Shove it Shove it song.

Chuu, for sleeping on my bed.

Jiajia, for letting me insult her. (she’s not fat, regardless of what I may have said XD)

Jane for laughing non stop and kinda brightening my day =D)

Minglii, for keeping me company at night (ONLINE) [kuen left me halfway while chatting]
My mom for teaching me Matrices.

Great night folks, I wish you all an early Happy Chinese New Year!

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Friday, February 1, 2008
18:36

Good Evening!

I was just reading yesterday's newspaper out of boredom and found something pretty interesting.

See the bold letters? =)

And what did we just do? XD Choo's post should have a vivid summary of what we did.. He mentioned wanting to blog it in tuition just now.

And, just recently installing my new scanner, I'd like to post my very first picture.

Cornwall FTW!!!

Tata guys, imma have to study now..

Great thanks to:
ESTHER!!

Just her for today.. had a lonely day..

Gnight's!

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Apologies for the late post - this is for Thursday, yesterday.
Lol

Yea, like it says. Shinmei has just claimed to have left for Penang (home of the Greatest CharkueTeow the world has ever smelt or tasted) and she'll be back on the 12th.

Imma miss her.

I think i'll miss maple too?

Or should I?

Hmm..

We'll see then. =)

Maybelline >=(

Our dearly beloved half-Velociraptor apparently slashed of about 0.05% of my entire skin organ, leaving a fine scar with nothing but her bare scrawny hands:

Its not too clear, but in short everything that's red has no skin covering it.
Right after that we had biology practicals where a dissected rat (>.< style="font-weight: bold;">Oh, and at night we had a dinner, (my dad's annual company dinner) in which i ironically won a scanner in the lucky draw.

So i have a new scanner and I can't wait to start fooling around with it.

WARNING: Amethyst Skies may see a drastic increase in random pictures (hand prints, face-scans etc.) in the upcoming week.

I've got a GREAT deal of homework and books to find and re-arm.
LIST OF BOOKS MISSING:
Physics Notebook, last seen somewhere about last week.
It is dark brown with a black-covered spine and there are traces of a black cover torn from it from both sides.

As usual, I'd like to thank :

Shinmei - her very fun company
Maybel =D - her fingernails
Kuen - for the sleeping thing
and ..
Hazel - her very emo company

For a great Thursday.

Cheerio, see you again tonight!

P.S. - For Kuen ~ Its all your fault. I hate you. XD wahaha.. bye! <3

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